September 1, 2005
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not to sound emo, but today i just feel like total shit. I just
realized how much of an outcast I am in my chinese school, that my mom
never says anything positive towards me and my dad is a total pansy.
Right now I am so much of a nutcase, I’ll probably end up using
hallucinogenics like shrooms to totally waste me out so I’m just numb.
And extremely stupid and incoherent, which is okay since most people
don’t notice me anyway. And it sucks that I have to make these freaking
art t shirts for Jen and Liz just to kiss their ass to stay in dance.
How retarded is that? I paid good money, since my dad’s making me pay
my own way, to go to dance, they have no right to stop me, specially
Lizzie. I’ll go if I want, besides in my opinion, she’s just being
totally petty about the t-shirt thing, it was in July, GET OVER IT!!! Jesus, and she says I’m crazy. Whatever, I’m going off now, I’ll prolly gonna be soo flamed or spammed.
