June 19, 2007

  • you know, I just realized something, after reading Mok's xanga about optimism, I realized that for me, its just a bunch of pretentious bull that screws people over, like the Little Mermaid for instance. Optimistic about her dreams and love, she gave up everything she had for a chance to get the man of her dreams to fall in love with her. You know what the f*****g dick head did to her? He used her, then went off and married another woman, leaving her behind as if she was nothing. She gave up everything, and she lost everything, so she committed suicide by jumping off the ship and drowning herself in the cold frigid waters that was once her home until she dissolved into a mass of meaningless sea foam. There's optimism for ya, it screwed me over too, I don't wanna get into it. I've learned to just accept it, to be optimistic is to be delusional, and it will, I repeat, IT WILL come back and grind you into bloody, bony hamburger meat. All I have to hope for is a job making professional costumes for theater companies, living alone until the day I die unmarried, no kids, no family, still a virgin by myself. At least Costco.com has good deals on caskets and tombstones, I'll prolly need it. Do they do bulk orders?